THERES NO FOOL LIKE AN OLD ONE

           


Have just found out I scam by a person that claim to be in love with me...Surprised  me by scamming me out of about 3000 dollars....What hurts is I believed and had the faith that all was true...This was a thing or relationship that went on for 18 months...It start at a time when I was recovering from treatments for cancer...and was in need of someone to talk with and that's how it started...Over a period of time we got to know or thought I got to know...this person...she send me pictures and continue talking everyday....before she ask me for money and was happy to help her as it wasn't a lot of money...We soon advanced to place where I found out I was falling in love...as I am no kid I told her about the things that were wrong my age what I was sick from and the treatments I received...both really glad that at last after being alone for 12 years I meant someone who was interested in me as a man ...a person and was not asking to much from from me...just starting as friends that it was nice to talk to and I looked forward to talking with everyday...She stated she was also felling for me and was glad she was.... I think thrilled would be a better word...but that a sided I was telling my friends that I found this person and falling in love...we talked about what we wanted in a relationship...you know the old standbys ...love of course...trust...being honest with each other...faith and believe in each other...you know...all the things one hopes for in a relationship...was very honest in telling her things about myself as I am not any angel or choirboy by any one's standards...so this went on for awhile and professed my love for her as she did me....A beautiful woman... the kind that ever mans dreams about or wishes he could find..Here I was a man at my age with a lovely woman interested in him...I have fought the remarks family and friends were saying about a scam and stated no no...this like that I trust believe and just know...cause I was in love with this person...We talk of being getting her here so we could continue a life together...this was the kind of thing where I open my heart...my soul to this person and believe how lucky I was to find someone...who I believed felt the same about me and set things up for her to come to me...to begin a life together...early in the year we had an argument about money and we stopped talking to each other...about 3 months later I got an email asking we could start talking again...foolishly I agreed...but at the time it was not foolish to me as I missed her and thought again how lucky I was she want me back....good plan on her part....bait the hook again...sadly it worked the old fool fell for it...again...but my heart was light again there was a spring in my step again...the foolish old man had the love of his life...back...
  Last week I sent money cause she was coming after I paid to renewed her passport and money was boarding fees...again did what was asked of me cause I was in love and want this woman in my life....hook,line and sucker... or should that sinker...so this is my tale of woe I have names... but mostly to let people know that this can happen to anyone...feel not the victim but more just like the one fool...lesson learned...but never let life's mistakes get you down...there is someone ...I hope...for everyone...the biggest problem is finding them....